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Addendale

Route 18

I wrote this song in 1999 in a living room in East Brunswick, New Jersey.

At the time, I was obsessed with Billy Joel, and this was my tribute to his sound.

To be honest, East Brunswick wasn’t that bad. But I distinctly remember a feeling of needing to move onto my next chapter, and I distilled that feeling into the massive exaggeration of teen angst that is Addendale.

And golly do I love playing it on the piano. I imagine a younger version of myself playing Madison Square Garden.

Lyrics

I'd like to welcome you all to my hell, to my little two light town of Addandale
My parents eradicate all of the fun in hopes that boredom will prevail

The voice of my mom lodged in my head
Say focus on GPA, pre-med
But Jesus the existential dread
Has left me attached to my hope by just one thread

It's like I'm living on any given Sunday in the little two light town of Addandale
The only kicks that I get are TV and opening up my sister's mail

The voice of my dad lodged in my mind
Says I would be leaving them all behind
A thought to which I am quite inclined
So how do I gracefully exit from this bind

It's got to the point where my life's so dull
That my brain just rots in its skull
I can't be expected to grow here
The pace of it all is to slow here

There's no point grieving, I'm leaving today, farewell and good riddance Addendale
Got places to go, got people to see, beyond your Rawlsian ignorance veil

The voice of my heart explodes with rage
Don't pity yourself, the world's your stage
They can't keep you cooped up in this cage
At sixteen years old, it's time to turn the page

Yes I've paid my dues, and I've toed the line
Decided it's my turn to shine
I'm catching the first bus to glory
I'm writing you out of my story